..disapproved..

...Damn! im so freaking pissed! nothing is going as planned...NOTHING! i wonder why dad's being so naggy! and its even worse that he's hanging ard the house all the time..giving me even more pressure!!! shld have just failed my O's and things would be MUCH quieter now(bet it will!)...I REFUSE to study any tuition...I REFUSE to enter to any science stream & certainly I REFUSE to drop the idea of dropping mathematics even though im entering the management stream...WELL now..it sounds as though i refuses to do everything that my dad wans..doesn't it? YEAH and it sucks!!! dad may just end up taking my future i may never know, my tomorrow and the plans i painstakingly made and dreamt of...and even though i know i am lucky to have a dad who gives so much thought to his daughter's future...i hope it's not too selfish to ask for a bit more and a bit more freedom....now im playing with the thoughts of just accept his idea of me going to austrailia and just study what ever he wants me too!!...i am so tired of making plans that would never see the light of the day anyway!